missing you : syazrin my laluna .
Hi, this is my story i would like to share with others. I hope in some way it will help others not to make the mistakes i made throughour my life. since i was 13 to 14 years old, i messed up my life. why? yeah teenagers problem! After my soulmate left me, i was very upset. its all because of mistakes, i made a big mistake of hurting him. Ifeel mean and selfish for hurting him like that. He's the one who loves me and he's a very good guy. But why i didn't realize. He gave me so many chances. but what i did to him is just ignore all those things and tore his heart into pieces. Oh my! At that time im out of control and hard to handle.
So, after 1 years 4 months and 3 days, im incredibly happy because he came back to me, i didn't notice that he would accept me again. Ahhh im so happy mappy dude! But its all just temporary. we begin to arguing again and again. This is all because of my idiotic attitude. Lame people! Lame! yes i cant deny it. i always get in trouble in our relationship. actually im so freaking mad with my Loser Domos. ahha! what? malu sbb buat salah ea ? what a lame excuse. tak cool tahu! because of them, ya know what, i lose my future. huhmm tension tension. somebody help! pity you my baby, i always scold you. im sorry im sorry. im just stress and i don't know how to release it. and i didnt expect that i would release my eager on you. i dont know why i cant wave from this situation. why i keep doing this to you. and now i lose you again. He's everything i want and he's everything. He can be everything that i want he to be. he can be a loving lover, an honest bestfriend, a caring brother, a good adviser nad so on. but nww, hmy life getting dim wiithout him! i lose my future. i swear to god, they will probably get a heavy revenge! bbbbingo!
So, after 1 years 4 months and 3 days, im incredibly happy because he came back to me, i didn't notice that he would accept me again. Ahhh im so happy mappy dude! But its all just temporary. we begin to arguing again and again. This is all because of my idiotic attitude. Lame people! Lame! yes i cant deny it. i always get in trouble in our relationship. actually im so freaking mad with my Loser Domos. ahha! what? malu sbb buat salah ea ? what a lame excuse. tak cool tahu! because of them, ya know what, i lose my future. huhmm tension tension. somebody help! pity you my baby, i always scold you. im sorry im sorry. im just stress and i don't know how to release it. and i didnt expect that i would release my eager on you. i dont know why i cant wave from this situation. why i keep doing this to you. and now i lose you again. He's everything i want and he's everything. He can be everything that i want he to be. he can be a loving lover, an honest bestfriend, a caring brother, a good adviser nad so on. but nww, hmy life getting dim wiithout him! i lose my future. i swear to god, they will probably get a heavy revenge! bbbbingo!
I am now dead and GONE !